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I had a psychologist friend tell me once that he could have me committed because I heard voices and did what they told me. We both laughed. He was (emphasizing the past tense) a member, but did not accept the principle of continuous personal revelation.

This should come as no shock to anyone – but to the world, to the Babylonian mind, this concept of hearing and obeying personal revelation is foolishness. The only reason they don’t have us all institutionalized is because they view this “voice” as originating from the fleshly mind. They consider it to be the voice our own ego (or some psycho-term I choose to forget) and therefore no more insightful or dangerous than our conscious thoughts.

So, since I’m certifiable anyway, I’m going to up the ante a bit.

Not only does this “voice” lead us in a pathway that blesses and preserves us, but accompanying it is an actual power that upgrades and changes us. Each time we obey, this upgrading influence pushes us a little closer to becoming like the origin of the voice – Christ.

To my soul, to my heart, this is the greatest aspect of obedience to the Master. It isn’t just that life is happier, it is that we become stronger, more faith-filled, easier to be taught, more insightful and inspired, our understanding of the doctrine of the priesthood evolves upward. We slowly begin to understand things that were invisible and mysterious previously. The heavens begin to open. Visions leak through. Dreams become prophetic. Our separate ministries become focused and powerful. Our words become His words, and our works, His works.

Not only this, but even better still, is that by this very small but powerful process of obedience to the voice of Christ in small daily things, we become sanctified.

When I write principles like this I want to italicize them, bold them, underline them, and change the font color. It is so easy to miss such a simple and sublimely powerful concept. It is the steady, undeviating, daily obedience to Christ that sanctifies. If there is a great event, an overpowering grand finale, it is appended to this apparently lesser process to illuminate the blessings being gifted to the humble seeker.

It is almost impossible to walk a selfish and self-willed lifestyle, feel needy, kneel down and pray all through the night, and then stand up the next morning a sanctified, inspired and perfected soul. Even when there is a heralded event, that person spent years prior to this event walking in obedience, struggling to overcome, yearning for grace to pierce the veil, and at the apex of that struggle, broke through during mighty prayer. Even then, this event was the result of a long walk of faith. The very power to pray mightily, to petition all night, to endure with faith until it comes, is a result of the slower process of years of incremental obedience.

We have a tendency to expect vast and glorious things to result from an isolated, vast and glorious effort.

Fortunately, it doesn’t work that way. Obedience is the only pathway that will bring us to Christ. Any other combination of acts, works or sacrifices which did not originate with obedience to the voice of The Master, will take us somewhere else.

The wonderful thing is, this same principle operates for every gift we hope to receive. This makes obedience the coin of the realm, which can be spent over and over and over. It purchases every gift, and opens every door, and vends every blessing mankind can receive.

Every spiritual gift is bestowed upon the humble, weak and struggling souls whose long but obedient walk has taken them to the throne of grace to receive what they seek, not upon the lollygagging sinner who suddenly decided to give Christ a try at a rest stop on the interstate to Babylon.

Brother John

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Since we’re Un-Blogging about the adult Institute class, I’ll tell you about the time I signed in tongues.

Our friend Sean, introduced in the previous post, had a friend who was profoundly deaf. You have to understand Sean to appreciate why. Sean collected people as friends from the fringes of society and the church. If there was someone who was different, or on the outside of activity, who had isolated themselves from society, they liked Sean a lot, because he was like them. In his blunt way, he just told them to get back to church, and they usually complied. One of these people was a young man who had been born deaf.

A month or so before Sean invited this young fellow to come to Institute class, he asked me if he could take five minutes of our class time and let him teach us ASL (American Sign Language). I thought it was a good idea, and we had a few ASL classes. The funny thing was that Sean didn’t know ASL himself, he just picked up a book and memorized it. After that he “spoke” ASL. Like I said, he’s an interesting guy. He did all this so that he could help his deaf friend.

When I met the deaf visitor for the first time it was difficult. I couldn’t remember anything Sean had taught us, so Sean translated. They sat down near the head of the table and we began, with Sean signing away for the visitor. I don’t remember the topic, but about half way through the meeting I noticed that my hands were flying around like an Italian trying to describe the perfect marinara sauce. Sean stopped signing, and both he and his deaf friend watched with great attention. When the lesson was over, the only thing I noticed was that my arms were tired. Sean signed through the closing prayer.

When everyone was leaving I walked up to our visitor and asked, with Sean translating, if he was able to understand the lesson. The deaf fellow signed back, “I enjoyed it very much. I didn’t realize you spoke ASL, you’re quite fluent at it. Thank you for inviting me.”

I thought Sean had translated wrong. “I don’t know ASL,” I replied.

Sean shook his head, and while signing, said, “about halfway through the lesson, you started signing, and it was very good ASL. We both understood what you were saying.”

I knew I had been feeling the Spirit during the class, and my arm waving had seemed expressive to me, but not another language. The visitor left, and Sean waited for most of the class to leave.

When we could speak I said, “I’ve never signed in tongues before, are you sure that’s what I was doing?”

Sean nodded. “You were signing a little more basic message than what you were speaking. What you were saying to the class was way over my friend’s head, but what you were signing was right on his level. He understood everything you signed. The Spirit was very strong, and he was touched because he realized it was Heavenly Father helping him understand the lesson. I told him beforehand that you didn’t speak ASL, and my translation abilities are not that good. I think it was a miracle because he heard exactly what he needed to hear tonight.”

Our young deaf friend attended quite a few more classes and sacrament meetings before he moved into another area, though I never again signed in tongues for him.

This experience confirmed to me Heavenly Father’s love of every one of us, and his tender caring for this young man. It also tells me that He is willing to work miracles any place and any time we place ourselves into his service, and allow him to become the speaker of our words, and the doer of our deeds.

Brother John

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Human Weak-mess

One of you asked if my patriarchal blessing suggests that I would experience extraordinary revelations and angelic visitations. My desire is to deflect this question to a larger truth, which is that ALL of the spiritual gifts are available to everyone who seeks them by the walk and talk of their lives.

I think spiritual gifts have less to do with a few striving prayers, or powerful requests, than it does with consistently remaining on the path. I don’t even believe that my gifts are the greatest gifts – it just seems to be necessary for my journey. Someone else would certainly experience different things – which for them would constitute the “greatest gift” they can receive.

What I have experienced is not unique – it is the main course at the Gospel banquet – to which everyone is invited. The process is that one must eventually wean themselves from spiritual milk and divine pabulum before spiritual meat is on the menu. That weaning process is simply this – obey His voice.

The great kindness the Lord has done for me is to teach me to listen carefully to the voice of truth. That’s why the Un-blog has so many stories of this nature. It is the greatest process of my life. Everything else came by the Grace of Christ as a result of this one desire – to always walk in the light.

Believe me when I tell you that I am not flawlessly obedient, nor as humble of a disciple as I wish to be. I get caught up in my own weak-mess, and I don’t hear everything I should. We are all alike in this– it is the human condition. But, like the sacrament prayers say, I do always remember, and I always try, and when I do this, the light always shines.

Brother John

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K-Jo, I think you are right on both accounts. The scriptures teach us that there are laws irrevocable decreed in heaven, and when we obey a law, that we must be given the same blessings, gifts and privileges.

At the same time, I think spiritual maturity has a great deal to do with what we are able to do with the gifts we receive. If you give a CD to a tone deaf person they’re going to enjoy and utilize the gift less than someone who loves and rejoices in every sound that can enter the human ear. The same thing is true of hearing the voice of revelation. Some people hear the same gifts better. They have “ears to hear”.  The very nature of agency includes the truth that every one of us is either more or less developed in some spiritual things. But, God is the same, and the result of obedience is the same. We just perceive it according to our several abilities.

It may be that since my life’s calling (apparently) includes writing a great deal about this subject of personal revelation, that I had to perceive it clearly enough that I could write about it in way that people could understand it, so they would be motivated to seek and find for themselves.

I have a very good friend who is a Hawaiian by birth. She “sees” the spiritual world with far greater clarity than I do. It is her gift. I have other gifts.

My father’s life was better blessed to live by faith, than by miraculous confirmation. How do I know this? Because this is the way he was able to triumph. He was a righteous man, whose eternal reward will be as great as a mortal may receive, which means, this path, his path, the walk by faith, was the RIGHT path. For him it was not a way, it was the way. Any other path would have taken him elsewhere.

I hope that answers your question. If not, ask it another way.

Brother John

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I want to tell you about the time I spoke in tongues.

It was about 1973 and I was on my mission in South Africa. I had returned from Rhodesia and was about a year old in missionary terms. Rhodesia had been an exclusively English-speaking area, so my Afrikaans had not grown or improved for eight months. I was given a junior companion and assigned to an Afrikaans area. I was scared.

The first few weeks were a struggle. I didn’t know Afrikaans well enough, and my junior companion not at all. The only thing that kept me going was faith – faith that the Lord would put the words into my mouth when they were needed. Mostly I stumbled, but we worked hard.

My junior companion was a very interesting fellow. He was a senior at Berkley when he decided to go on a mission. He had an IQ about double of mine. The first full day we were together we got up to do morning scripture study. New missionaries were supposed to spend most of their study time learning the discussions – you know, the ones we did by rote. That morning he was thumbing through the pages with his eyes half closed, then picked up the scriptures. I suggested he go back to memorizing the discussions.

“I’ve memorized them,” he replied.

“You know them all?” I countered in disbelief.

“Yes.”

I didn’t believe him, and opened my discussions to some random place. I started a concept, and he finished it. We did this in two or three different places until I was certain he really did know them. I was amazed because it had taken me months to know them as well as he did on his first day.

“How could you know them so soon?” I demanded.

He looked at his lap. “I don’t want to say.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s embarrassing. I’ve been teased all my life because of it.”

I pondered this and finally said, “Whatever it is, I consider it a gift. It took me months to memorize the discussions.”

Finally, he said. “I have a photographic memory. I literally can’t forget. Sometimes I wish I could. When people find this out they either avoid me, or treat me like a side show.”

Something occurred to me. “Repeat the very first concept for me.”

He did it flawlessly. I helped him with pronunciation on a few words.

I asked. “What does it mean?”

He smiled sheepishly, “I have no idea.”

He had memorized seven discussions in a foreign language as a sequence of sounds, with no comprehension of what he was saying.

I laughed, and we spent the next several days translating the discussions back into English. When he had the translation, he could do it frontwards and backwards in either language. I found him to be delightful, and to this day he was my favorite companion. We did a lot of laughing, and he did a lot of correcting, like when I would start singing a hymn, he would correct every other word I sang. Finally, I told him to just keep the words of hymns to himself. We both laughed about this.

I told you this so you would understand what happened next.

Afrikaans people are very hard headed, and we had almost zero success until we knocked on this one door and an attractive lady met us pleasantly. She listened to our introduction and invited us back that evening when her husband was home. We happily agreed. Not only was she interested, but she was young and pleasant – and best of all – she spoke English.

We returned at the appointed hour to find her husband to be an intelligent and interesting fellow. He was an electrical engineer, and was excited to speak to us. We sat in their small living room and I asked if we could begin with prayer.

He nodded, switched to Afrikaans and began to pray, in part his prayer was for us to realize the error of our ways. I’m sure you have never heard someone pray in Afrikaans, so let me explain. There are two Afrikaans languages, one is the common language they all used, the other is a form of the language that only ministers use when they are preaching and praying. It is very dramatic, almost shouting at times, and uses old forms of words, kind of like thee and thy in our language, but there are old forms of almost every word. It isn’t hard to understand after you get used to it, but when someone starts using it, you know they have been to ministry school, and you’re in for a bumpy ride.

He started arguing right away. He drug out his scriptures and began quoting verse after verse, in Afrikaans. I couldn’t follow it. I asked if we could speak English, because they spoke it as well as I did. He said, that the scriptures and true religion should be preached in Afrikaans. I felt my heart sinking. Then, something odd happened.

He quoted a scripture and I understood him, and his explanation. I suggested (under inspiration) that if he would read the next verse, that he would find that his interpretation was not correct. (I still don’t know what reference he read, or what the next verse said. It was just the right thing to say.) He looked down again, and his face blanched. He quickly turned to another verse, and read it even louder.

To my ears, it sounded like he had switched back to English, though spoken with a heavy accent. I replied in Afrikaans, but it seemed like English to me. It’s hard to explain. The right words were just there for me to speak. We verbally sparred like this for several hours. With each exchange he grew more angry, and more convinced by the words I was given to speak.

He grew frustrated, and started shouting, sending us to a fiery damnation. I replied with words that came to my heart. His face grew red, then white. He told us that we were the devil’s missionaries.

I don’t remember the words I said, but the content was that he had just spent two hours listening to servants of God, and feeling the Holy Ghost as we discussed the scriptures, and that he knew what we had told him was true, and that if he rejected it that a judgment would come upon him and his home, and that he would know that it was from God.

You can well guess what happened next. He stood and I thought he was going to become violent. We stood and left immediately without even saying goodbye. As I was standing on his front porch the thought came to me to dust off my feet. We were instructed to never dust off our feet, that we didn’t want to have to accuse anyone on judgment day. I hesitated, and had another confirmation to dust off my feet.

My companion saw that I had stopped just on their doormat. “Are you sure?” he said to me. (He was unusually perceptive, as you can imagine.) I nodded and wiped my feet on their doormat. We got in our VW bug and left.

As we were leaving my companion said, “Elder, that was the most amazing and eloquent teaching I have ever heard in any language. I could just follow the conversation, but you were quoting scriptures that I know you have never memorized, and all in Afrikaans.”

I replied, “No, we switched to English, lucky for me.”

He shook his head. “No, Elder, it was entirely in Afrikaans.”

“What? Are you sure? It all sounded like English to me.”

“Elder, believe me when I say, I know the difference between English and Afrikaans. From his prayer onward, the entire discussion was in Afrikaans.”

I was speechless, then I realized what a miracle it had been. “I guess it was the gift of tongues.”

He chuckled, “and for me, it was the gift of ears, because I understood most of it.” We both laughed.

About two weeks later we found ourselves on their street looking for a different address. We both commented about this, and drove toward their home. When we came to their driveway there was only a blackened hulk of a house sitting there.

It had burned to the ground.

Brother John

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